Hello people!!  I kinda forgot that i actually had this thing... and so i got bored typing my stinking research paper (i'm on page 8 now!  yay!!  only two and a half more to go!!!) and i thougtht that i would see if it still works. and it does.. so yeah, peace out everyone!!!

Yes, I know, i took the name right out of Vampire Kisses but really, who can argue with it?  I'm become very irratible lately and everything seems to bug the heck out of me.  Like love songs.  I have heard millions and millions of them in the last two months due to my little brother's obsession with his girlfriend.  He won't even go to practice without her anymore, and it's annoying!!!  What happened to my little brother?!  The one that was really cool?  Now i have one that gets mad every time i say something he disagrees with.  But he's still cool and i'll have to ignore the 'uncool' side of him till i get that "serious" with someone.  I just don't see what it matters.  It's nuts to be tied down ( and way more fun to flirt with all the hotties out there!!! Like ETHAN!!!!)  But i have noticed that i miss a certain someone an awful lot lately but i won't go back to him because of things he did.  Anyway, I have to go now!!

I find blood to be horribly scary and even more so when it's being taken out of your arm with a needle!  I mean, what if they make  a mistake?  What if the tube gets cut and all my blood goes leaking out onto the floor leaving me to die?  Or if the needle was dirty and i got a disease from it?  What then?  Where would all my good intentions have gotten me then?  Fortunately for me, none of that happened but i did get a bruise and a hole in my arm from the needle.  (Now it'll be just my luck for my mom to see it and think i'm on drugs, haul me down to the hospital for more testing where they will consume even more of my blood leaving me nothing to live on!)  No, everything went well until they bandaged me up when i got really light headed and nausaus.  I was that way on and off all though the day and eventually they made me lie down on the floor with my feet up on a chair and an ice pack under my neck and on my chest.  It felt so good to lie down!!  Anyway, that's my horror story for the day and i've done my good deed for the next two months!!!
  

   Oh, by the way, the blood drive was was really successful.  We expected about 35 units of blood to be donated but we ended up with 46!!  Not bad for a short, one day drive at a new location.  And we didn't even have time to get everyone signed up to give in!!  Thank you for all your help!!!!

Today has been a reely good day!  I got to shake a senator's hand!  Oh my gosh, FREAK OUT!  Sorry, the blonde is showing through.  That's an inside joke for the like two people who understand and were sitting with me at the conference.  I had a great time at "Jeff Bingaman's Student Leadership Institute" thingy or what ever it's name was.  Although some of the seminars were really boring and I got the stupid vinegar chips, which, by the way, are really gross!  Don't ever eat them!! ANd then on the bus home i got caught out of my seat.... with boys...... Ummm no comment... anywayz there is a rumor that the storm is so bad that we won't have school for the rest of the week but, fat chance of that happening!  I'll have to live through one more day of school this week, ( i get Friday off, at least part of the time for the blood drive) Which reminds me, Is anyone else giving blood?  I'm real scared to and all that but I want to anyway.  So i'm thinking t hat if i have to endure the needle than so does everyone else!!!!!   anyway,  i'm bored now.   so i'm leaving¥

Well, now i have a new delimma... I don't know who to audition for!!! Oh my gosh, my life is over!! NOT! Gee, i don't need to be such a drama queen! But yeah, i'll take what ever role i get and have as much fun as i canI will be auditioning for Pauline ( but dani makes a much better pauline! she'll probably get the part) and for Ann but Ann is such a boring person, it fits me perfectly, which is really sad. I've come to the conclusion that that i really don't like myself...i'm too... predictible. But that's me and someday i'll do something rash and totally unexpected and will surprise everyone! but that's someday... so for now, i'll be predictible lil me!

I just told one of my long time crushes that I still liked him... so yeah... I'm sure you needed to know that... I"m just afraid because... nevermind... This week has taken soooo loooooooooooooooooooooong and it's only half way through!!  I can't wait till Saturday, because, well, it's saturday.  But it seems that life is determined to take everything away from me.  I have been planning to go to albuquerque but that can't happen becaue we have our last district game before the tournament and then on sunday i was supposed to go to Purgatory to go skiing but i have a game on one of the days that i would be gone!!  Oh, well. Track is coming up soon and though i am sad to see the end of basketball i am really excited to get back in track!!!   I snuck into a teacher's room and am on the computer without anyone knowing  (shhhh!)  But i am bored as heck and am going to leave now and go see what the track team is doing before i have to go to my last late basketball practice i will ever have at Crownpoint High School.  (Doesn't that just sound cool?)  And after the darn two hour practice i will be going to MESA and for those of you in mesa i had better see you there even though it's mr griffins turn and that is always a joy.  Then i am going home and studying for my chemistry test that i am most likely going to bomb.  Saturday please hurry!!!

I'm mad right now because this stupid girl rigHT nexT to ME Ate My staRBurst!@!!! juST tOOK it out oF my hands and ATE it!!!  THE lAST one!!!  I meAN realLY, how Mean CAN some People BE??!!  But then again, how LAMe am i? WRITIng aboUT STarbuRST?  MY life must be really boring anD THEN This STuPID
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 Life for me sucks right now... but you all know why... crap!  the bell just rang and made me space out so i don' t know what i was going to say... 

Hey everybody!  It's been a very long week and i can't wait till it's all over.  I don't get to sleep in tomorrow to catch up on all i've misses for school and games and stuff like that.  I have....things i have to do, let's say...Anyway, if anyone even gets on this (which, for some reason, I highly doubt) and reads it they will probably be bored out of their minds... I have a problem and i don't know how to solve it... it has to do with... nevermind, if you really want to know you can just ask me ( doesnt' mean i'll tell you though.) The one person that is closest to me knows exactly what is going on so there is at least one person out there who knows... and one who suspects but doesn't know for sure... i guess that they'll find out soon enough...which could be good or could be bad... i haven't decided yet.....